Sep 19th 2025

It has been a while. Over three week since my last entry. I'm at a crossroads right now and I already know what I'm going to do. It just makes it feel like a real choice when I put it like that. Being trans is now, more than ever, a risk in and of itself. None of these people care that I'm just trying to live like a human being because they don't want me to live at all. If and when it is criminalized, I'm pulling the plug on MxP and coming back under a different name entirely. I'm already making moves to remove things so it'll be easier to let go.

There's this temptation to get emotional and upset here, but I don't want to give anyone the satisfaction. Even if I'm forced back into the closet, I'm trans. If they want that to change so bad, they can go beg their god to do something about it.